THE WEIGHT OF WATER 1 min clip of 25 min live performance at Cynthia Winings Gallery, Blue Hill, Maine October 2021 filmed by Luke Myers
"The Weight of Water" is a durational performance, an interaction between my body and 75 pounds of dark blue sand. The weight of the sand corresponds to the weight of the water content of my body and is a manifestation of the unknowable, the void. I invite the viewers to become empathetic witnesses to my contemplative movement of and with the sand. The slippage of sand vibrates and expands into the void and from that emerges pattern and form. This work is in resonance with my recent paintings of whirlpools, a response to the pull of the sublime.
GLOAMING collaboration with Riley Watts rough cut of 1.5 hour live performance at the "Gathering Stones" by Jesse Salisbury, August 2021 for "Gathering Resilience" curated by Tessa Greene O'Brien, TEMPOart, Portland, Maine filmed by Juliette Sutherland
From the TEMPOart website:
Gloaming refers to the transitional time between day at night – the liminal space between the light of wakefulness and the dark of a sleeping world. You’ll be invited to participate in a short meditation followed by a performance in a distinct atmosphere energized by the performers and their connection. Each stone will be activated as a choreographic “station” that will guide you toward empathetic healing after an intense year.
THE SIGH OF VELVET - clip 30 min performance, 12 min looped video and fabric based installation Zaratan, Lisbon, Portugal 2020
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UNRAVEL - For Jan - clip 4 hour durational performance with live feed - Portland, Maine 2019 live feed video work by Susan Bickford Wool. Ash. Salt. Body. Material holds memory.The act of deconstruction is a form of release, transmutation and a method for understanding. By unmaking the pattern, the organizing principle is dissolved, but the matter remains, containing memory. Over time, memory looses legibility, but exists as an imprint, as a crimp, as a pile of disorder. To unravel is to tease apart, to observe closely, to let go. In grief, reality is blurred and memory becomes fluid. Once touched, acted upon, loved, the body is altered forever.
CALYPSIS 6 min performative video - State Silk Museum, Tbilisi, Georgia 2019
ON MOVING (MOVING ON) 12 min performative video - Blue Hill, Maine 2018 I shed the layers of myself, my skins, fuchsia, red, and heavy, until my body is naked and new and confronted with the cold and snow. I run vanishing into infinity.
MILK - clip 12 min performance - Pinea-Linea Residency, Rota, Spain 2017 Milk from the body of a mother - I am seated in a tower once belonging to a convent that was the only built structure remaining after a tsunami devastated the town in the 1700’s. The tower is a symbol of what withstands, of what endures, in the face of disaster. I very slowly, and with great concentration, pour milk over my head. This literally and metaphorically nourishing, wholesome material bathes and soaks my face, hair and garment, and pools onto the floor. The performance is complete when I lower the empty bowl to the floor.
WRAP - clip 10 min performative video - Ellis-Beauregard Residency, Rockland, Maine, 2017 I wrap and entire spool of sequins around my head as a means to explore the transformation of my body though a repeated gesture used in my sculpture.
UNEARTHING - clip 2.5 hour durational performance Tbilisi History Museum, Tbilisi, Georgia 2017 This durational performance took place at the Tbilisi History Museum as part of “Living Room III” during “Artisterium 10." I was invited to work 'in-situ' responding to the site and collection. Located on the top floor of the museum, I discovered a large flower pot filled with soil and a tall thin pedestal within an arched alcove. Thinking about the problematics of preservation, display, ritual, and the passage of time, I engaged with these 'found' materials, soil from the land, pedestal used for exhibitions yet seemingly abandoned, architecture of the space. My objective was to move, with slow concentrated repeated movement, all of the soil with my cupped hands, from the flower pot onto the pedestal; a caring, deliberate, yet futile gesture. Inevitably, the soil fell from the pedestal, spilling onto the floor creating a landscape of brown earth around the base of the pedestal and under my feet. I explored the expansion and contraction of time, shifting my perception of realty through presence. Slowing down my own movements, heightening my awareness of body, breath, materials, sounds, light. I brought the viewer along with me as they too slowed down to witness. The performance ended when all of the soil had been moved out of the pot, onto the pedestal and floor.
ROLL - clip 10 min perforative video - Ellis-Beauregard Residency, Rockland, Maine, 2017 I slowly roll across the screen from left to right wrapping myself in blue felt.
PERFORMATIVE PHOTOGRAPHS
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Phoenix color photograph, 2018
Red color photograph, 2018
Minotaur color photograph, 2020 photograph by Leif Lyon-Miller
Ash Mittens color photograph, 2019
Untitled color photograph, 2019 photo by Luke Myers
Wayfinding color photograph, 2018
Silk Museum Self-Portrait color photograph, 2019
Untitled (Black Sea) color photograph, 2017
Levitation and Other Mysteries color photograph, 2016
Levitation and Other Mysteries III color photograph, 2016
Levitation and Other Mysteries color photograph, 2016
Batter color photograph, 2016
Wrap (flagging tape) color photograph, 2017
Wrap color photograph, 2017
Wrap (flagging tape) color photograph, 2017
self-portrait (wisteria) 35 mm film color photograph, 2005
Flaque d'Eau 35 mm film color photograph, 2006
self-portrait (weeping prunus) 35 mm film color photograph, 2005